A New Way

Sometimes, when I don't know what I want to talk to God about, I'll ask Him what He wants to tell me.  I get messages such as, stay calm or be honest.  Other times it's, I love you or I'm proud of you.  I know I've written in the past about listening for God's voice.  I've learned to discern God's voice and now He is teaching me to discern where He is.  I am still journeying on this path to find Him where He is and meet Him there.  It is such a different thought process and it's taking a different skill set than I have.  It is waiting and watching.  It is listening and paying attention to very small things.  It is keeping information to myself and seeing how He is going to say what He wants to say at the best time.  It isn't easy for me because it's just so different from what I know how to do.  I think the big thing is, it takes effort on my part.  I have to learn the skills to meet God and I'm not even sure yet what those skills are.  He is showing me day by day a new glimpse into this depth of relationship and I am thoroughly enjoying getting to know Him in a completely new way.