Only God Knows

Some days are rougher than others.  There are moments where I stop and take stock of all that is going on around me and think, "Lord, what in the world are you doing with me?"  I don't mean it disrespectfully or say it in a sassy tone.  I am literally thinking, What could possibly be your plan for me that I need this experience to prepare me, to the point that I'm a little afraid of what He could be preparing me for.  So here I am again, trying to figure out God and am completely baffled.  It's not baffled in a bad or frustrated way.  It's just that my heart cannot wrap itself around what God has in mind.  This just reminds me that I'm glad I'm not God, and I'm glad He is.  I'm glad God is in control of my life and knows exactly what I need, when I need it, to prepare me for His purpose.  'Nough said. ;-)